Why do I use english, instead of my native language(hungarian)?

I don't know its concrete reason. It just comes. I feel, I can express myself much more better in this way. And by this I don't mean the grammar things, no... I may have so much mistakes in that... I just think, if I speak another language, I'm another person. There is a phrase:
,,You're as much people, how much languages you speak."
In my opinion, it's definitely true. Anyway, in my private life I don't speak foreign languages. Okay, language lessons are different, but I can't use english for example in a supermarket, or something like that... But on the internet I've good friends, who I speak with, in english...
Moreover I can say; I'm in love with foreign languages. I learn english, and german for years, but I also like french, japan(I have learnt it in the past, but I can't speak...) I feel passion about languages.
So I don't use it, because it's a cool thing. I feel it mine, and it's a great feeling.
And I also have to say, I love all the countries, all the people, and foreign language is a common point in relationships.
I have this habit, but nobody can take it away from me.

NYC

New york... I could talk for hours about this city. For years it's my favourite place(But I have never been there). And what is its reason? Of course the big skyscrapers, the Time Square, the yellow cabs, but the main thing is the people. I like the new yorker democration. I've heard about it a lot. I'm reading a book which I like so much. Let me cite some lines:
,,People decide everything, they organise and arrange everything. They didn't wait anything from above, either from their politicians.
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In america the society is harder, than the state, and people belive in unseverability of sui generis freedom, and sui generis responsibility.
...
At the time of the Clinton-administration, the average health insurance was ignored, because it would have made something compulsory. Americans think, everybody decide him/herself, that if he/she want to insure him/herself."
/cited from: Heller Ágnes - New York nosztalgia 83.-85. page/

I think theese sentences perfectly reflect, the democration, what I like so much. Anyway I don't want to be so serious...
So I also like New York because of the mixture of different national people. I like blacks, and asians as well.
I hope someday I could get there. And what would I do than? Everything, and anything. I can imagine, I'm just sitting on a bench, and admire everything. Of course next to the work. I'd make new friendships, and it'd be fun.
People say; just imagine your dreams, and they'll come true.
Who's with me? :D

,,Where you have no present, there you have no future..."

Hei,
I'm here, to write my dreams about. I feel, I'm foreign in my place, I always desire to be somewhere else. Maybe others feel the same, but I'm suffering because of this, so much.
I hope it'll be better, if I write things out of myself. Anyway I'm not a sad-type person, in my dreams I'm flying, and I dream my world, so I usually smile. It just sucks, when I realize, it's real.
So, from now I'm gonna write about my favourite places, where I'd like to go to. Moreover, about my hobbies, liked people, and I'll put up some of my photos(taken by me).
I hope some people get here by the destiny, to get to know me, and my dreams, and to discuss it. (: